lately

my universe lately; settling into grandma's deep, cozy bed and car rides up and down I65 and dinners around beka and duncan's apartment table and raw honesty in conversation and the comfort of so much love and ruby red grapefruit and the excitement at what is to come and lots of quiet, lazy, days, and cooking delicious things and three hugging sisters and two hugging brothers and pushing into the truth of a sovereign god and learning what it means to walk away and finding satisfaction in only jesus and looking back and looking forward and feeling safe and warm and very, very full.